Friday, December 31, 2010

And that's how it's gonna be...

~No truer words have been spoken~

And that is me...never have I fought, or am I fighting and will always fight hard for something than being who I am. If this causes me enemies then enemies I shall have. I can't compromise my principals and who I am.

So I'm welcoming the coming year with nothing more than the hopes that I will always be true to who I am and that those around me will respect and accept me for it.

To have people that will stand by your side knowing who you are exactly and explicitly is a gift that is rare and most treasured. Sigh....last day of the year and I'm sounding so emo... :p

Okies, so without wanting to fill this post up with more emo stuff (ishhh...drama queen -__-) I shall sign out ^_^ WORLD PEACE! V^^V

PS : I'm stepping into 2011 with the hopes that I shall be better than I was :) Go Skye!!
PPS : Yes, yes....I'm shutting up now :p


HAPPY NEW YEAR!! I'm wishing everyone lotsa love!!
*free kisses*

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Sunsets and Long Drives...

'I have no idea why sunsets make me wanna smile...all the time-every time...but I don't need a reason, that's the beauty of beauty'

Just got home about 2 hours ago. Long drive from Johor back to PJ. The highway was congested and jammed at some points. It was expected. Every one's trying to get home and I was no different.

I saw the sunset before my eyes as I was driving. It was the highlight of the drive I would say. The littlest things I tell you haha... :)

Now I'm home in front of the television. Just finished a cup of coffee and dreading the morrow. Actually I'm dreading falling sick. The throat is feeling a little sore and my nose is a little runny...I know I should go and get rest but stubborn 'ol me (pffft!!) wants to stick around in the living room and watch Grey's Anatomy...oh why Skye?? :p

Oh well in any case, I need to wait for my hair to dry before I can go to bed. So you see, I have no choice but to stay up haha :)

PS : Can't wait :)


Thursday, December 23, 2010

Would you please...?

I don't know how I should feel...or what I should do? Walls are closing in and I feel like shattering into a million pieces...why does it have to be so hard?

~ Would someone please come and take me away? ~

Monday, December 20, 2010

Random Thoughts III...

Looking at clouds, watching them roll - I can do this for hours at a time. True story.

I keep wishing for things that seem impossible. But then again, what's the point in wishing and hoping if it's not for something that is great - beyond possible that is...and so I wish. I don't know if it's going to come true. I'm trying not to think of the what's to happen after this second. I'm trying to live in the moment - in the moments that pass us by and are soon lost in time and memories...

Counting down the days till it comes true, so at the moment, I'm just living...easier said then done but what have I got to lose? and so I wish...

PS : Looking out the night sky for my wishing star...are you out there?



Been walking around the Lion City for the past 2 days. Feets kinduh sore but that's okay - I love walking :) not a big fan of the weather though - HUMID!! ishhhhh....I was already tanned coming back from!!

Oh well...tomorrow's another day of walking. I'm praying that it would be cloudy. But that would be the least of my problems...just got my period -___-" know lar.............sigh....plan to spend the day in Kinokuniya's so that I don't have to move about =D

Christmas is near. It's evident everywhere over here. I love the season. I feel like singing carols all the time hehe...ohkies, gotta go to bed now....sleepy....nitez :)

PS : Been eating like crazy...... :(((

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


Would you please smile?
There just like that, just that way,
I swear to you,
I have not seen anything more beautiful…


Thursday, December 9, 2010

I Wanna Stuff Myself into a Washing Machine...

"Is it possible for people to make mistakes without knowing that they did? Is it possible for mistakes to turn out to be exactly what you needed?"

I gotta learn how to stop thinking soo much...i gotta stop being such a worrisome mess...its not healthy to have so much run through a single person's head at one time...i wonder how it is like to have a blank mind? (oh skye you weirdo...)...

But i do...I do think of how it is like...damnit there I go again with the thinking... -___-

Is there some switch that I can turn off to switch off my brain functions? Ooo ooo maybe I can actually take my brains out from my skull and place it to rest in those lab jar like thingies and give myself a break....ooooo that would be just perfect wouldn't it??? (noooooo... -____-)

I'm supposed to be packing my stuff for my trip to Bangkok but I can't bring myself effin lazy...well, it's halfway packed though - sort of a good news kan? (pffft!!) I'm
pretty sure I'm gonna miss out something which I will only realize when I am hundreds of miles away from home...double sigh...............

And with regards to the title of this post....I really do want to get tumbled inside a washing machine. I don't think it's strange at all :p hehehehe xoxo

PS : I can't decide just yet...if I'm going to or are making it hard for me to do so....

Friday, December 3, 2010


I didn't notice,
How my heart slipped away...
Quietly and gently,
It found a home in you...

And I didn't notice,
That the breathing that I do,
Was because of you,
Was because I was falling for you...


Thursday, December 2, 2010


Fight Fight Fight...

I can't get enough of Cheryl Cole!!! Hot!!! XD

I love the song for the part where it sings about fighting for love...I think you can never go wrong when you fight for love...

Monday, November 29, 2010

The Effects of Craziness...

So....what's the difference between going crazy and already is crazy? I keep thinking that I can't possibly be 'goin' crazy as heck! i am already crazy (make sense much??:p) but the feeling inside me tells me that I am going crazy coz well, it just feels that way for some oddball reason or another...'s the effects of too much work...yes, you might have guessed...I am still in the office..It hasn't reached the witching hour yet but - close enough right? (oh the horror...) and hence all the crappy crappiness that is spilling out from me............

You would have thought that a girl would have learnt her lesson right? Wrong!! I never learn my lessons...I keep stumbling upon the same sort of potholes and then curse and swear like it has never happened to me before (drama queen numero uno :p) which reminds me that I am sort of tangled in a same situation...again....damnit!! /face-palm...........

PS : It's December in a day...where has the year gone too??
PPS : I need to start my Christmas shopping soon....but I'm sooooo damn broke WTF!!
PPPS : FML..........


Friday, November 26, 2010

Of Curve Balls...

"When sometimes life curves in the most unexpected ways, all you gotta do is to just curve along..."

Once again I find myself in the office pass's quiet but not dark..though the world outside is...i can hear the faint sounds of the cars along the expressway and the beating of my heart is masked only by the sound of my fingers typing away on the keyboards of my thinkpad...

What sort of curve led me here? I wonder if I had anticipated such a scene, would have I wanted a life like this? hours such as this, the type thoughts that cross your mind can be a little bit weird...but then again, I am a self-proclaimed weirdo. So, should I be surprised? :p (oh Skye your finally losing your mind) pffft!!

Oddly enough, i...oh well, i'll leave that thought for another day (hopefully not a similar one - yeah right keep dreaming)

As for now, I need to get out of this chair before I start growing roots...probably i already grew them, hence I can't escape...OMG!! it's a conspiracy!!! aaaaaah!! okay shutting up now...too much drama for one person is not good for health...


Monday, November 22, 2010

Sweet Torture...

Aaahh sweet torture...
I've fallen into your trap once again,
And once again, I am a slave to my heart,
But my heart is not with me...
Where it is I wish that you'd know...
Because I'm finding it hard to breath,
Knowing that you're close,
But yet, still so far away...


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Are you...?

Before, I saw you through a distant,
And then I see you at a moment's blink,
But lately I'm seeing you through my dreams,
And I can't help but wonder what does it mean...
Are you slipping away from my reality?
Or are you becoming a part of me?


Wednesday, November 17, 2010


I can't wait for this to be out in Malaysia!!

When All Else Fails - Swear :p

It's never a straight line that we come to...never a smooth road nor an easy path...always always there will be a bend in the road and maybe a rock slide or two....

We can't anticipate the rain to fall...even though there is the tell tale signs of grey skies and the roar of thunder...there is still the exception, a doubt and a maybe...

I'm starting to crap...haha...what I'm trying to say is that, life never seems fair probably because it never is...and it's a sad notion to think about but a needful reality...because when everything comes easy then we don't feel joy nor excitement nor would we know if we are doing a good job - struggling helps us to survive better and pain helps us to appreciate joy :)

I have come to accept the ups and downs in my life journey but most of all, I try my very best to live in the moments, in each second that tick towards infinity...what is life if we start to worry about things that have yet to pass?

PS : Late nights make me crap about crap...
PPS : I learnt a new swear word in Cantonese - Tiu Lei ahh!! :p

Monday, November 15, 2010

When Stars Shine Down Upon You...

Sometimes...dreams need to be chased after in order for you to grasp it within your's not the matter of how lucky you are. It's how you make your own kind of luck...but...there are times, just a spark in eternity where you get what you wish for for no particular reasons other than the fact that you are just lucky :)


Thursday, November 11, 2010


My eyes droop,
Heavy lids feel like falling off,
But I desperately keep it open,
For I don't want to miss a thing,
That is the joy of being carefree,
Of having you to look forward to,
Even with sleepy eyes that droop...


Sunday, October 31, 2010

The Veronicas!!! [Volkswagen Street Party 2010]


Halloween's eve was just awesome!!! I got to see The Veronicas live!! (The Veronicas!!! xoxo) It was just awesome (yes, yes, it's one of those posts where I'll be using the word awesome a lot coz well, it's awesome!!!!!)
It started out quite mellow - The Volkswagen (Das Auto *german accent* :p) Street Party at Changkat Bukit Bintang started slow. Rain was drizzling and the crowd was only so so when local band Estrella started playing around 6++. Of course the majority of the crowd was waiting for the likes of The Veronicas - Australian rock band headed by a couple of the most beautiful girls (well, I think they are smokin'!!) Lisa and Jessica Orrigliasso *swoon* and also Leona Lewis - England's power songstress. AWESOME!!!
Me and my sis and friends were here for The Veronicas. It's they're first time performing here in Malaysia and they were awesome!! They rocked out their songs from their albums and we sang along to every single one of it!! We managed to push our way right to the front of the stage! (awesome or what?? :D) and got ourselves an awesome view of them performing!!! This time I brought my camera with me. Yeah it was freaking heavy (achin' arms T_T) but it was totally worth it!!! I got amazingly awesome shots of them rockin it out on stage *heart*

I was sweating like a pig (again...must be I was a pig in my past life - true story -___-) but I didn't care!!! I got pushed down and squashed by an old chinese guy (what the hell was that old fart doin there anyways grrrrrr!!) but I got up and cheered for The Veronicas anyhu - awesomely at that ;p. Wished that they're performance wasn't short though but hey, they were here and they were awesome and I can't complain *wheeeeeee*
Leona Lewis came up on stage next. Her hair was long and flowy and she wore a pretty black dress which looked stunning on her. I lost my spot in front of the stage as we went back to Daikanyama to chill after The Veronicas performed. When Leona started, the crowd was even more packed (sardines can't even compare!!) and so I only managed halfway through. The battery in my camera was dying and thus I couldn't get much pictures of her. But she belted out
all her hits like Happy, Bleeding Love, Better in Time etc...

The streets of Changkat was filled with people and on top of that they were people in costumes all around!! One can only expect as much it being Halloween Eve and all. The atmosphere was amazing and so was the party! It was hosted by Henry Golding and Kylie Chapman and I think they did a pretty good job keepin the flow goin. But of course for me, The Veronicas was the awesome highlight of the night!!!!

We left Changkat as the fireworks signifying the end of the party was displayed in the KL night sky. But our night did not end there no it did not! We headed out towards Laundry at The Curve for our own after party of sorts - awesome (say what?? :p) tequilla shots all around and jugs of beer!! I got pulled to dance and enjoyed it surprisingly!!! It's been long since I hit the dance floor and it was awesomely good to do so - thanks A!! muacks!!

After Laundry we went for a quick food stop at a local 24 hour mamak stall for some Milo Ice and Maggie Goreng (say it with me - awesome! right? right? :p) By the time we headed home it was already 5AM. Got home, jumped into the shower and then onto bed and thought of Lisa and Jess of The Veronicas as I went to sleep A.W.E.S.O.M.E!!

PS : The Veronicas said they gonna come back to Malaysia for a proper tour!!!! I can't wait for that!!! Awesome!!!
PPS : I'm gonna watching out for the next Volkswagen Street party - they throw awesome parties dudes!!!
PPPS : I'm lovin' October!!!


Friday, October 29, 2010

Thank You...

Okay, so...sometimes it feels like everything sort of falls into place the way I want it to or at least even not exactly the same way but...some where along the same lines :)

It does make me stop and think if i really do have a guardian angel watching over me. If I do, then thank you angel of mine!! You put a smile on my face and though it can get me into to trouble (ehem, you know what trouble I'm talking about), I'm still smiling silly about it!!

It was and is good and I am just more than happy at the moment. If you are out there listening to my prayers, then, I owe you a tonne :) thank you for being the silent strength that guides me through my dark times...thank you for listening :)

"Pour Mi Ange"

Monday, October 25, 2010

Silly 'ol Me =D

Its good to hear your voice,
It carves a willing smile across my face,
For reasons that are absent from me,
but I do not care for reasons,
Reasons make the world complicated.
When all we need is to just accept,
accept that somethings are good just the way they are,
and for us to smile silly about it,
well, it just shows that we have a heart.
And my heart is a flutter at times,
and I smile silly when no one's smiling,
maybe because I am just me :)

*applause!* kekekekeke.....

Yeah, I know, I'm loosing it aren't I? *roll-eyes*

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Random Thoughts II...

Where are you?
Let me find you...

I'm suddenly feeling scared that my life is stuck in a rut...therefore the best solution I can think of right now is to do something in, stop thinking so much and just do. Consequences is something to worry about later on...

Okay, now that has been established, it's time to DO!

Go Skye?

Friday, October 22, 2010

I Wrote This For You...

I wrote this for you...
Who are we fooling?
Will anyone else exist they way we do?
The way we beautifully tangle within the other...
To find what we have...
Somehow it seems just about right - you and I...


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Paramore Live!!!!!!

I am in love with Hayley Williams! XD
God! Their live performance last night was awesome!!! I can understand now why some people say that seeing an artist perform live is way way better especially if they are as totally awesome as Paramore!! (yeah, you're gonna be seeing me use the word 'awesome' a lot! :p) I was screaming for most parts of the time!!! XD

Now, listening to their songs, I can picture them on the stage and belting it out! Hayley is truly awesome!! I mean her voice is amazing, and you know I'm not lying cause I saw her sing live last night and her voice was friggin' awesome ('awesome' word count anyone? hahas) This is their first time to Malaysia. They did venture to the east about a year ago, but they stopped in Singapore and at that time I missed seeing them (i) It was in Singapore - a bit far (ii) It was in Singapore - $$ *roll-eyes* There was about 8,000 ppl that came for the concert last nite!! I envied those at the rockzone, they were so close to Hayley! Her sweat would have showered onto them (did, I just type that out??pfft!) Me, my sis and her friends had the cheapest tix available, but the seats weren't bad actually. I could still see Hayley's bright reddish-orangey on the stage - awesome!! We stood up and danced and sang a long to all the songs they performed!! I was sweating like a pig-in-a-roast-pit! (true story). I didn't care though! Why? Coz they were effin' AWESOME!!!!!!
I knew about Paramore long before they became this worldwide phenomenon. Thanks to my sis who introduced them to me years and years ago ;) it's always great to see bands/artists that you love come out to be the awesome superstars that they are. Some people may think they had 'turned' and succumbed to mainstream popularity (my sis included :p but she still loves 'em :D) but for me, I see them as chasing their dreams and living them!! It's something to be proud of XD *awesome!!!*
Well, the high of the concert is still inside of me. Hadn't died down, so much so that I feel as though I wanna skip work today and go stalk them at the airport :p okay larrr....i'm not that much of a creep kekeke...but the feeling is there, the feeling to meet Paramore and just talk to them about their music, their inspiration and how they feel about all that has been happening to them...

In any case, I had an awesome time!! I can't wait for their next tour. I will be there in a heartbeat and hopefully I can get a backstage pass the next time XD For now, I'm just gonna continue to listen to their music (and Hayley's awesome voice! say what?!) like I had always had and hope that they will be around for a long time making awesome music!!!!

PS : So sad that I couldn't bring my camera to the concert. Would have gotten great shots of the band performing. Kept complaining to my sis throughout the concert. Damnit.
PPS : Thus, the bad quality of images taken using my Blackberry. Well, I guess it's still better than nothing huh... :p
PPPS : So how many times did I use the word awesome anyways? kekeke

Monday, October 18, 2010

Brain Freeze

Sometimes I sit and think why aren't good things happening to me?
Then I think again and it seems like a silly thought to think about (no??)
And I start to think about some of the good things that had happened to me...
And I really think that I am thankful for those things...
Whoa! I think too much don't I? :p *brain freeze*

Friday, October 15, 2010

The Girl with The Painted Nails...muahahaha...

got me nails done :)
dark brown....though under fluorescent lighting it looks like it is a deep shade of burgundy ;p but if i walked under the sunlight (which is impossible coz I'm a vampire..chewah..keke) you can see
that it is indeed brown...i like the shade nonetheless hehehe :)

The place where i went to get me nails and toes done was called Colorz Cabin. It's a new place which opened up 3 months ago in Uptown. There was a special promotion going on for those working at IBM, that's why a couple of my colleagues and I went to check it out =D the staff were so friendly and nice and the atmosphere was quite pleasant. They even kindly let us (okayla, let my friends) choose a movie to watch while we had our mani and pedi done. It was a funny Msian movie called Ice Kacang Puppy Love. It was quite a good movie actually :)

Believe it or not (okay, okay so you would surely believe it one lor....), I have never had my nails or toes done, professionally that is, before. I always thought that it's sort of a waste of money coz, heck! i can certainly paint my own nails!! (no??) and after yesterday, i kinduh still think it is...don't get me wrong, I definitely enjoyed the pampering and all (it was damn syiok!!) but......hmmm...I dunno, if you ask me would I come back and do this again, I would say, yeah for sure I would but not as often as some people do it. I guess different people have different ways of interpreting self-pampering. For me it's just enough to hang out with a book and a cup of coffee (heaven!! XD)

I would recommend it though, to those who are thinking of getting their nails and toes done :) Colorz Cabin is a nice place, well from what I can see last night. It's good to go pamper your worn out nail beds. They do offer nail spa treatment as well (i was like, nails have spas too???) and make up services if you want.

All in all, it was a nice time. Highlight of it - dipping my hands into the paraffin wax thingie hehehe. I love playing with candles kekekeke...oh joy!! XD

PS : I started reading The Girl with The Dragon Tattoo on my flight back from London. Since getting back I haven't found time enough to finish it...sigh...
PPS : Yeah I know, how come I found time to go do my nails right??? pffffft!!! :p

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


After weeks (drama much?? :p) of intense work schedules (*wipes brows*), the chaos of the quarter month end accounting close has finally died eyes are soo tired from lack of rest and I am constantly yawning *yawn....* (see, i told ya??)'s not that I don't want to, but....I can't really concentrate on work feeling so tired and sleepy...

I cannot wait for the weekend (whee!!!) to come - it's the company's Family Day on Saturday and I am going with a bunch of my colleagues. It has been sort of like a tradition for us. Every year we would make it to the family day even if the major motivation point for us was the fab lucky draw prizes that are always up for grabs! the top prize has always been Sony or LG flat screen TVs (cool, no??) which my friend won one 2 years back (lucky her, hmmph!! :p) other than that, they also have PS3's, Nintendo Wii's, digital cameras and dvd players up for grabs!! I mean, cmon, how can you not want to win any one of those??? so i'm gonna start asking the universe for a little luck on that day hehehe...heck, I would be happy if i could win just a tiny thumb drive :p (what can i say...I'm cheap! blueekk!!!)

I'm taking time off from work next Monday and Tuesday. Mainly to recuperate and because I'll be going for the Paramore's concert (woohoo!!!!! I love you Hayley!! XD) on Tuesday night with my sis and her friends!!! Can't wait for that. I missed watching the band live when they came down to Singapore last year :( So I grabbed the tix when i heard they will be down in KL this time. All whom are going to the concert gimme a holler!! wooot!woot! XD

So in between Saturday's family day and Tuesday's concert, I still have a 2 day time period to just relax and enjoy the hours slip by. Could be planning for trip to Pavilion one of those days with my camera to do some photography and just chill...we'll see how it goes...I'd probably be too effin lazy (i am a pig..i am, i am...) to wanna step out of the house though...sigh...what is wrong with me huh? :p

Monday, October 11, 2010

England XD

I remember the moon, lonely and beautiful in the velvet sky. The valley blanketed by millions of stars. I stared out the car window, out into the vast open landscapes of the north. The cold night wind blowing against my face, stinging my eyes but I was still holding a smile. There, in a foreign land, on a dark night, enveloped by the cold autumn breezes, I felt content and joy and a twinge of excitement inexplicable by words...I sighed :)

London left me awed…if I close my eyes now, the first thing that pops into my head was me walking in the cold rain but it felt far from cold and wet, it felt just about right…if I wanted to write about every single day I was there, it will take more than one extremely long post. So I’m just gonna sum it up…

It felt more like home when I felt the wind blew across my face. I walked around the city with my hands in my jacket pocket and my head covered with a hat. But my eyes couldn’t stop looking around me. I’m aware that I was in a foreign land but I smiled to myself most of the times, even when the gale wind was trying to knock me off of my feet. The people were more than inviting. I guess friendly doesn’t quite explain it. They are very open with their smiles and greetings and of generally everything going on if you took the time to ask them, ‘How are you today?’ I like that…

The sceneries were amazing. It was as if I stepped in to one of the pictures I stumbled across of London. There in front of me, right before my eyes, were some of the most amazing sights that I had the privilege to see. A little dramatic I might sound but, I can’t help the way that I feel (this is a recurring theme if you noticed haha)…

If time permitted, I would have spend days just walking aimlessly around the city – no destination, no time limit, just a tiny hunger for a little adventure. And when I felt the need to rest my achy feet (which ached real bad when I was there :p), I would just look out for one of the many beautiful parks and plunk my self down to catch my breath. I knew I would enjoy sitting down in a park and just doing nothing. The towering greens singing in the breezing winds of autumn, the leaves were just about to turn yellow and orange and red. Squirrels were friendly. They’d come up to you if they can see you holding food in your hands, waiting anxiously for you to feed them a little piece. Their tails were bushy and their eyes shiny. Cute lil’ fellas 

People walked every where in London. The streets are a bustle with people from all walks of life. And in these bustles I got to see fashion at its core – on real life, everyday people. I see jackets – high collared, double breasted, short, long, poufy, fury…tops – shiny, sleeveless, funny, chic, formal, ratty hehe…on their legs – jeans, trousers, really short skirts or really long ones, mostly leggings – basic black, holey ones, patterned, scratched up…and their feet – trainers, slippers, sandals, pumps, heels, stilettos, platforms but mostly boots – leather, ankle length, knee length, black, brown, belted, cowboy, studded…I almost went crazy! I loved the fashion over there. I could see myself walking the streets just being inspired. Fashion is art and art is me…
Food was yummy!! Yes, they are not the spicy, flavor-filled dishes that I grew up with but I still loved it. Most of the days, I ate sandwiches and they were usually the most simplest of fillings such as mustard and ham but somehow they tasted awesome. And what’s more, they were soo cheap (okay la, if you don’t convert kays… :p) Missed them sandwiches…Borough Market was one of the highlights in my trip. It’s a food frenzy! - Lines of stalls in a corner plot shadowed by a church (can you say quaint? :p). When I went, it was drizzling (again :p) but the sights and smells of the market was awesomeness…
Well, good things come to an end. And I hope for me, it’s just temporary. I wish to come back and I know I will, later if not sooner, my heart still insatiable.

I discovered what I had thought I had lost – my love of art and fashion. London opened up my eyes and inspired me tremendously. And now, although feeling a little down and out since getting back, I’m psyched as well pumped to start pursuing my dreams. Been sketching a lot and scribbling more than ever. This I hope is a good sign that I am on the right path to something that I truly love XD

PS : I have that tingling feeling again in my tummy. It’s a good thing I reckon. Butterflies make me smile :)
PS1 : More pictures to be uploaded in my Facebook page soon! :) I hope hahas… :p