Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Hebrews 11:1

It gets tough sometimes. So tough that letting go and giving up seem like a blessing. But I refuse. I always hold my own on to faith. And some may say that I am blind and stupid but I say true faith is a gift not many have the privilege to embrace...

I keep faith in my darkest of hours and know that there will come a time, be it the next second or the next lifetime, that in the end, all things end well....it may only be a tiny beacon against a stormy horizon but damn it, I'll chose that sliver of light over any other promise any day of the week and twice on a Sunday....


Friday, December 7, 2012

Aahh! Where did 2012 Go??

Life is not of breathing in and out,
It is to be burned by the rays of the sun,
And to drown in the depths of oceans,
It is to feel the frenzy and crazy,
Life is living each day at the very edge...

You know, I woke up this morning at the buzz of my alarm. At which point I glanced at the time and date and realized that it already has been a week into December....in other words, there's only 3 weeks left till the new year. How the times flies and yet it somehow feels like it took forever to get to here.

It has only been 5 months since I left my home country but looking back it feels like it had been years ago. A little bit melodramatic I must admit but you know - when you feel the way you do, it's hard to ignore it.

I was talking to a friend yesterday. She told me of her resolution for the new year - to change for the better. I thought it was brilliant. I have that too - to better myself. Year in, year out, so much time just fleeting pass, wasted on things that did not invoke passion. I always told myself that I do not want to live my life with regrets. But it seems like that's where it's heading to if I don't act fast.

So here goes - 2013 a start of a new beginning, a better beginning and one that will hopefully definitely be filled with more passion. I have got things outlined, plans to set forth. If I don't want regrets, I need to get out of the rut that I am in now...tall order! Go Skye! :p

3 weeks to go and 2012 will only be a memory. It seems unfair that we are given only 1 life and a short one at that. So many things to see, do and experience! But you know, I guess it wouldn't be so special if we all lived forever (on a side note though, I wouldn't mind it haha :p So any vampires out there who wants a bite at me neck, please feel free to contact me!).