Friday, July 29, 2011

Random Thoughts VIII


...I still don't get why I do the things that I do...

I wish to find my Italy,
My dolce vita,
And if wishing were enough,
I'd have wished you in my life...

xoxo

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Letters to God III


Dear God,

Sometimes I wish You would strike me down with lightning. Haha funny You say? Naah, no joke...just thinking out loud :p But seriously, I'm sure there are millions of people out there that constantly ask You this. Do You ever answered any one of them? I know You haven't answered mine or not I wouldn't be here writing this asking you about it :p

Looking for an easy way out because at times it's just too hard and too painful to be strong. But nothing comes easy not even the escape from heartache. You tell me time will heal all wounds but somehow to me it seems like there is no salvation...is my vision obscured God? Why am I seeing walls? And after many weeks of rain, I still can't find my rainbow...

Patience is a virtue You tell the world. Patience sometimes feel like a double edged sword though. I really should stop talking like this, shouldn't I God? Hahas...I'm twisting and warping every single positive into dire negatives...well, hurt can do that to a person...and You that well don't You? :)

No worries God, I'm still doing fine. For a pessimist, I'm very optimistic (and this is what gets me into trouble at times :p). I may ask You to strike me down with lightning. And I may mean it from the bottom of my heart. But, all in all, what I really want is just to be okay again...

You'd be there with me every step of the way, wouldn't you? :)

xx
-Skye-

Friday, July 15, 2011

Forever Love


...but I guess I'm nobody to you...so here I am left mending my heart...

~Forever Love~
Gary Barlow

Love it has so many beautiful faces,
Sharing lives and sharing days...
My love it had so many empty spaces,
I'm sharing a memory now,
I hope that's how it stays...

Now I'm deep inside love an still breathing,
She is holding my heart in my hands,
I'm the closest I've been to believing,
This could be love forever...

All through out my life,
The reasons I've demanded,
But how can I reason,
With the reason I'm a man...

In a minute I'm needing to hold her,
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone,
When she leaves it gets harder and harder,
To face life alone...

Now my dreams are filled with times when we're together,
Guess what I need from her is forever love...

x

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Random Thoughts VII


I feel stupid each time...
But I do it again and again anyways...
Even if my heart breaks every single time...
I'm just in too deep to look away...

Language can never be perfect and that's perfection to it. Because language lives and embodies the individual that speaks it and thus for that it will for ever more, exist in flaws...

...imperfection is the perfect perfection...

And it doesn't just apply to language. Nope, I believe flaws must exist to show off beauty :) Strange thought? Hmmm maybe hahas...

I tend to (want to) see the good things in everything and everyone I meet and get to know. It is not that I am ignorant to their flaws and imperfections but it is because I know that everything in this world exists a little broken. Yes, we are all flawed in some ways or another. I am no exception to this fact. So, when I have a choice to chose between something good and something bad, why would I go for the latter? And I am grateful that I see the world this way because it means I get to see and experience a wide variety of, how shall I put it, life...yes, when you leave behind expectations, prejudice and hatred and you welcome the world with an open heart and an open mind, the things you get in return are immense and endless...of course, I've had people tell me that I'm naive for being this way but to me it is actually curiosity that drives me - the passion to know and understand something or someone that is different than I.

I have learned a lot and I know I will continue learning a whole lot more when I delve deep into the lives of others. Curiosity may have killed the cat but you know what? I'd rather die in pursuit of knowledge rather than to have died living under the cover of a shell just because the outside seems a little different from what you are used to...

xoxo

PS : The start and end of this post doesn't seem to have any connections...random... -___-"
PS2 : Walt Disney was a very smart guy :)
PS3 : Skye is not that smart at times hahas... :p

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Oh well...


"...Tis best to keep hidden the wishes of the heart, for whence silence ensues what is voiced, only heartbreak shall follow..."

I wish that I could steal a moment from you,
To take you into my world,
To hold you within my arms,
Because glimpses just isn't enough,
Because I love with all my heart and soul,
I know no other way...

x

PS : Take it, take it all...take all that I have...

Monday, July 4, 2011

Of Weddings & Marriages...

Tonight I attended a wedding. The atmosphere was good the food, hmm so so (yeah yeah call me choosy :p) the dessert (which I was looking forward to - bread pudding with vanilla ice-cream! was a let down because I bit into a teeny piece of eggshell...but then came the bride's (ooo the bride was beautiful she was! :)) father's speech. He gave a wonderful speech - it wasn't long, nor sappy or over the top. It had enough humor and love to nicely end the night. It made me smile :)

The bread pudding which held the 'surprise' kekeke :p

Love the table # !!

Attending wedding ceremonies and dinners gets me always thinking - if ever I were going to have one of my own. Growing up, I was a weird girl (yes, I know I love calling myself weird hahas :p). I don't think I have ever had any dreams about weddings or marriage. Nope none - never imagined about the gowns, the cake, the venue or anything of the sort. When I was a kid, I never thought anything of it. I was happy in my own world of fairy tales and mayhem (yeap, I imagined I was a ninja or a spy hehe) When I got older though and I hear other girls talking about how they want their wedding to be and all that, I wondered hmmm...I just wondered. I know I have always been different and there are times when I thought to myself, "Is there something wrong with me?" I have realized for sometime now that difference does not mean anything other than what the word means - just different :)

I know my parents wishes me to get married and maybe someday I will. I don't know, I mean who knows what the future has in store. It has never been in my list of things to achieve though - getting married. And I never thought of it as a big deal. Even if I met the right person, it's still not certain if I will get married...It's an incomprehensible notion to most people but to me, love alone makes enough perfect sense and I don't see the necessity to put it on pen & paper...I've got nothing against marriage and I'm sincerely happy for those who chose for it. The happy couple tonight looked utterly joyful and that is beautiful :) I wish them all the best!

I guess I'm a hopeless romantic with a twist at heart. My definition to love does not necessitate marriage and that's fine. To each their own I guess. Well, as I said, the future stands as a mystery to all of us. It's exciting not knowing how my life is gonna be down the road. Who knows I might even get married tomorrow! Okay so, that's like soo not true hehehe!...

To love, to marriage! Cheers! XD

xoxo

PS : If I do get married, it will be because I just have to have a Vera Wang! :D


I *heart* Vera!
x

Friday, July 1, 2011

This Must be Love...


'No more' only lasts for a few moments...
Then she falls back again to her old-self...
Fall weak again for you...
What does this mean?
Is this love?...

Her heart skips a beat whenever she sees you, hears you,
Is this love?...

You are in her thoughts every second of everyday,
And her every breath spells your name...
Is this love?...

She can't stand to be apart,
And even when she's with you, she misses you...
Is this love?...

And if the world were to crumble into non-existence today
and you were at the other end...
She would cross oceans and mountains to have that one moment with you before everything perishes...

This has to be love...
I know not of other reasons...

x