Friday, April 30, 2010

Sparks...


Within the destitute, barren plains,
The spark of one's soul emanates...

Through the darkness that cloaks time,
The spark burns bright, an enlightened inferno...

There is then no reason to fear,
For what's within will never disappear...

*****

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Keep Moving Forward!


Disney Channel played Meet the Robinson's again last weekend and...I watched it...again...of course (what can I say, I love cartoons!) This time a phrase caught my attention -

'Keep Moving Forward'

Suddenly I became all serious-y and grown-up (ya, ya, i know..very grown up right using the word serious-y :P haha)...the thing is i started to realize how true and undeniable the phrase truly is...

Life never is easy...and no matter what decisions and choices that we make, there is only one direction we should be heading towards...and that is forward...but a lot of us are stuck in the past not wanting to venture forth because they are just too comfortable with what they already know or just too afraid of change...

But there you go, the irony of it all is that, no matter how stubborn and adamant you are on wanting to stay put, the fact of the matter is, time is still gonna move on...so in the end, you
would still get left behind...

So I say, make the best of what you have...if your choices had brought you here at this point in life, then make no fuss...seize the day and just keep moving forward...no regrets...

PS : As I'm writing this, I am strugglin' to keep my eyes open (so sleepy...zzZZzz). So I'm gonna take my own advice and move forward...in other words, gonna move towards my bed and to sleep chewah hehehe :D

PPS : Was only daydreamin'...I'm actually stuck in office...&%@*%$!!

PPPS : ssshhhh...please dun tell my boss :P

The Only Exception...

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Monday, April 19, 2010

Pour Mi Ange...


Who is that girl...unknown…?
She wanders around slipping through the crowd…
Her head held high and a smile never far…
Is it that she is a lost angel?

I will find the girl…
And she will not be unknown nor lost no more…

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Mine...


My heart's racing and I can't catch my breath,
I tried calming down but you are such a rush for me,
An insatiable dream that I can't get over,
An indelible reality that is forever etched...

Be mine...

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Blue


Blue looks nice...
Even if it's just a sliver across your crown...
Everyday I wait to see what's new...
But it's your smile that always gets me through...

Days seem much sweeter knowing you are near,
Ofcourse I dream of days when I can look into your eyes,
Will it fill my heart with butterflies the way it is now?
I just know I wouldn't be the same, somehow...

Sweet misery - beautiful mess...

Monday, April 12, 2010

Just some sorta feeling...


Is it possible to lose something that you hadn't really had yet?
It's a weird feeling though...
If it feels real, does it make it so?
I don't know...
I just know that I don't want to lose this...

Friday, April 9, 2010

I wish...so much so...


Sometimes some of the most simple things in life is the hardest to do - like saying I'm sorry or I love you...

Simple words but so damn tough to say. What is it that we are afraid of? If it was meant sincerely from the heart, if you just want the other person to hear it just because they deserve it then whatever that comes thereafter would not matter would it?

At times these words welling up within oneself can be such a burden. And it gets heavier by the day. We want to part ways with it but are just too afraid of seeing these words unaccepted and unrequited...

When will we learn?

Courage never seems to be around when you need it most. I wish that I could find my lost courage when the time calls for it...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Randomness...


(¯`'•.¸♥ I do I do I do ♥¸.•'´¯)
*****

Have you ever had times when you stopped and started asking yourself, 'Who am I?' Or 'What am I doing?' ...I'm sort of at a point in my life where I'm feeling so utterly lost and conflicted. Some may say that it's a phase but somehow this time I can feel (deep deep in my guts) that it's something very very real. Torn between dreams and that of reality. But how different are the two actually? Not much. A very fine line straddles between them. It's always a choice. Whether you opt to step one way or another.

My feet are like dangling in mid air now. Straining to fall on to one side but still being resisted by the other. If only I was just a little more brave to go the distance and land on the side I already know my heart really wants...

My breaking point is closer now. More than it has ever been. It's just a matter of time before it snaps. My anxiety and itch to breakout of my shell is slowly over powering me and it's a good thing. Soon I will be able to be who I am...very very soon...goodbye old self and hello to a brand new beginning...you with me?