Thursday, December 31, 2009

To Get to You...


I remember the skies as I walked home,
The stormy weather beckoned with a deadly grin,
I pulled over my hood and tucked my hands into my pockets,
I could barely make out what lay before me,
The wind blowing was so furious,
That it made it hard to see pass the swirling leaves,
The sun was losing the battle and slowly fading,
The thundering black clouds sailed in fleets,
Menacingly threatening the world below,
Who am I?
What is a lonely soul doing walking in the path of destruction?
Reasons were not found that day,
For no amount of danger could keep me from you,
For that's where I am home,
I looked up to the heavens and caught a glimpse of light,
Cold and tired but not deterred,
Oh what I would not do for you?
The ends of the earth is where I am walking to,
To get to you...

Baby, Two is Better Than One...

Monday, December 28, 2009

The breathing is getting harder to do...


Dear God,
Please give me the strength to help me through this pain,
Lend me your hand and walk me through this path that is laid before me,
Let the tears that fall caress my weary heart,
Hear my thoughts and calm my soul,
Help me to see beyond the all the broken glass,
Let me soldier through the vast emptiness I feel,
And God, help me understand why I am hurting so that I can breath once again...
Amen.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Nothin' to it...

It's just me and the world today...
I'm lazing around on my couch with the wind slowly finding its way through the opened balcony door...
A cup of steaming hot coffee lay on the table beside me, filling the air around with its aroma...
In my hand, an indulging book that kept me enticed and lost within its magical world...
How do I say no to such a day?

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Random...

To ten million fireflies, I'm weird coz I hate goodbyes...
I get a thousand hugs, from ten thousand lightning bugs...
~Adam Young~

Soon....


Shall we dance?
Maybe if we closed our eyes, we might just open them to a dream...
Don't set me free...

I have been absent from blogging for a while now (anyone missed me :P) haha...well, work is what has been keeping me away from my blog...i thought I knew what crazy was but I had no idea that crazy could be this way...I'm supposed to be feeling happy for my promotion, but, my heart has been weary and a little heavy ever since I got this new role...is it the universe' way of telling me that I don't belong here?...

On another note, I am moving soon. And by soon I mean like by the end of the year. And if you are keeping track of the calender, you would know that I do not have much time actually...sigh...it's like every second of my life is being squeezed, being put to use. Damn...I long for a long trip to get lost in (and maybe never return...)

So, as of now...I am currently breathing. It seems to be the only thing in my life that I have control over...and even so, I feel as if it will be taken away from me if I don't escape soon...

Time waits for no man...why should it wait for me?...

Monday, December 7, 2009

*sobs*

It's 1.40 a.m. And I am at home working...and in a few hours, I will be at work working as well...
What a life huh....*sigh*

PS : I am determined to be back blogging soon. Within the week! Got sooo many things tp update...but for now, it's back to work....*cry*