Monday, November 29, 2010

The Effects of Craziness...

So....what's the difference between going crazy and already is crazy? I keep thinking that I can't possibly be 'goin' crazy as heck! i am already crazy (make sense much??:p) but the feeling inside me tells me that I am going crazy coz well, it just feels that way for some oddball reason or another...'s the effects of too much work...yes, you might have guessed...I am still in the office..It hasn't reached the witching hour yet but - close enough right? (oh the horror...) and hence all the crappy crappiness that is spilling out from me............

You would have thought that a girl would have learnt her lesson right? Wrong!! I never learn my lessons...I keep stumbling upon the same sort of potholes and then curse and swear like it has never happened to me before (drama queen numero uno :p) which reminds me that I am sort of tangled in a same situation...again....damnit!! /face-palm...........

PS : It's December in a day...where has the year gone too??
PPS : I need to start my Christmas shopping soon....but I'm sooooo damn broke WTF!!
PPPS : FML..........


Friday, November 26, 2010

Of Curve Balls...

"When sometimes life curves in the most unexpected ways, all you gotta do is to just curve along..."

Once again I find myself in the office pass's quiet but not dark..though the world outside is...i can hear the faint sounds of the cars along the expressway and the beating of my heart is masked only by the sound of my fingers typing away on the keyboards of my thinkpad...

What sort of curve led me here? I wonder if I had anticipated such a scene, would have I wanted a life like this? hours such as this, the type thoughts that cross your mind can be a little bit weird...but then again, I am a self-proclaimed weirdo. So, should I be surprised? :p (oh Skye your finally losing your mind) pffft!!

Oddly enough, i...oh well, i'll leave that thought for another day (hopefully not a similar one - yeah right keep dreaming)

As for now, I need to get out of this chair before I start growing roots...probably i already grew them, hence I can't escape...OMG!! it's a conspiracy!!! aaaaaah!! okay shutting up now...too much drama for one person is not good for health...


Monday, November 22, 2010

Sweet Torture...

Aaahh sweet torture...
I've fallen into your trap once again,
And once again, I am a slave to my heart,
But my heart is not with me...
Where it is I wish that you'd know...
Because I'm finding it hard to breath,
Knowing that you're close,
But yet, still so far away...


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Are you...?

Before, I saw you through a distant,
And then I see you at a moment's blink,
But lately I'm seeing you through my dreams,
And I can't help but wonder what does it mean...
Are you slipping away from my reality?
Or are you becoming a part of me?


Wednesday, November 17, 2010


I can't wait for this to be out in Malaysia!!

When All Else Fails - Swear :p

It's never a straight line that we come to...never a smooth road nor an easy path...always always there will be a bend in the road and maybe a rock slide or two....

We can't anticipate the rain to fall...even though there is the tell tale signs of grey skies and the roar of thunder...there is still the exception, a doubt and a maybe...

I'm starting to crap...haha...what I'm trying to say is that, life never seems fair probably because it never is...and it's a sad notion to think about but a needful reality...because when everything comes easy then we don't feel joy nor excitement nor would we know if we are doing a good job - struggling helps us to survive better and pain helps us to appreciate joy :)

I have come to accept the ups and downs in my life journey but most of all, I try my very best to live in the moments, in each second that tick towards infinity...what is life if we start to worry about things that have yet to pass?

PS : Late nights make me crap about crap...
PPS : I learnt a new swear word in Cantonese - Tiu Lei ahh!! :p

Monday, November 15, 2010

When Stars Shine Down Upon You...

Sometimes...dreams need to be chased after in order for you to grasp it within your's not the matter of how lucky you are. It's how you make your own kind of luck...but...there are times, just a spark in eternity where you get what you wish for for no particular reasons other than the fact that you are just lucky :)


Thursday, November 11, 2010


My eyes droop,
Heavy lids feel like falling off,
But I desperately keep it open,
For I don't want to miss a thing,
That is the joy of being carefree,
Of having you to look forward to,
Even with sleepy eyes that droop...