Monday, March 29, 2010

Please sir, can I have s'more?...


So I made this very impromptu plan to fly over to the UK this coming September. It truly was a spur of the moment thing and now I'm in a mix haha...a little nervous but very much excited :D

Never been so spontaneous before but this is just me being who I am. I'm never one to think too much but reality had conditioned me to be so for a very long time. Now, I'm breaking out of my mould...

2 weeks in UK. Not a very long time actually. Was hoping that I could spend a much longer time in the UK. But beggars can't be whiners haha. Well, you never know, I might just end up getting very much 'lost' over there. It is my dream to travel across Europe backpacking and all. So I'm taking this time to be sort of like my scouting time over there hehe...check out how it is over there and what I would need the next time (and oh trust me there will definitely be a next time) that I go over there for a much longer time :D

At the moment, I need to discipline myself to a lot of sacrifices to enable me to enjoy my trip =/ yes ppl, i'm cutting myself off from unwarranted expenses (such as eating dinner :p). But guess what? I just bought myself a brand new Blackberry :p so much for discipline huh Skye...well, I have limited my treats to the BB as well as a good quality camera and that's it basically...the rest of my money goes to my UK fund :D (anyone kind enuf to pour some charity into my fund :p hehehe...)

I have decided that all the sacrifices will be worth it. And once it has been decided then there is no turning back which means that no matter what happens I will definitely not regret my decisions despite many outbursts from ppl around and my inner conscience :p

UK here I come :D

PS : Aunt Alice, Jeddy, Stella and Lillian, can't wait to see you guys over there :D thank you so much for your hospitality and help! You guys are the best !! xoxo

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Weekend Update (Yeah I know it's a little late haha...)

Friday Night :
Went for The Lovely Bones with CT. It was sudden last minute thingie. We felt very sien being in office on a friday night (ya, ya, I know...) so decided to go watch a movie. It was quite a nice movie actually. Totally felt like it was okay to die haha (just kidding ppl. Dun go callin' the police or anything :p).

Saturday :
Me and my sis was supposed to be at our cousin brother's apartment at 11am but ended up leaving for his place only at about 3pm kekeke...get this, I woke up at 10.30am and got ready. Was down in the living room watching TV while waiting for my sis and bro. After an hour an a half I fell asleep again while the TV was playing American Idol (I love Siobhan! :D) haha. Now you know the reason why we were late =\

We spent the rest of the day at Bari's (that's my cuz), finishing up all the filings and sortings. Did not eat the whole friggin' day and was super hungry at night. My sis suggested bak-ku-teh and I couldn't say no :p it was no Klang bakuteh but it didnt matter. We were hungry! We tapao-ed bakuteh for 4 ppl to be eaten by 2!!! Yeaps, we're pigs haha. You could have guessed how absolutely full we both were that night...We watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button while we ate and I scratched my head for close to the entire length of the movie trying to remember who the actress was (soooo stoopid me...how could I have forgotten Cate Blanchett?? I love her!!) ...my sis thought I was weird. But then again, I told her, I'm always weird kekeke :)

Sunday :
Me and my sis left for Muar at around 8.15am. We were headed for our cousin sister's 7 month preggers celebration thingie. The celebration was colorful (but very stuffy man...it's just sooo freakin hot everywhere in this country!) I tried being the camera girl for a little while but gave up after a short while coz I just couldnt get a good shot (whateva :p) What I was really looking forward to was the...food!!...you'd think that I would still be full from last nights' hogzilla-ish dinner but nooo...the smell of home cooked indian food was soo good. It tasted even better! yummehhh!!!! :D

We left Muar at around 5.30pm heading home. Made a quick stop at Port Dickson to drop off my aunt and continued our journey. OMG!! The effin traffic at the seremban freeway was just horrible!!! For a length that would have taken us 15minutes, we took an hour! 1 hour !! To make matters worse (and quite nice oso lo actually) it was pouring. Major cat & dog action! Me and my sis made the best of the situation. Stuck in the jam, we had our own little clubbin' session-singin' and dancin' ( I did the robot yo! haha!) in the car...ppl around would have thought we were crazy...we don't care!!!! woot!!woot!!!!

So we finally reached PJ at around 10.30pm. The rain was still pouring outside and the night was cool. I took my bath. Watched a little TV before heading up to go to bed (work the next day..sienness to the max..) Decided to surf the net first and had to force myself off my computer and into lala land (it was 1.30am...)...

So that was how my last weekend went. Kinduh long but enjoyed it :) Today is Tuesday and I'm sitting at my workstation wishing that it was time to go home. Distracting myself from work by blogging about my weekend...in any case, I have Friday to look forward to. Will be going for a girls night out at Changkat Bukit Bintang - dinner and drinks. You people out there do come on over and join us if you have the time :) It's always nice to meet new friends :D

Ciao for now xoxo

Friday, March 19, 2010

Would you?...


I'm listening to Rachael Yamagata's Quiet. She sings about love that is lost. Lost without fight. Expected. Hurt and blame lay strewn on the floor but that is just what they do :

Her : 'You're leaving?'
Him : 'Yes...I am...'
Her : '...'

Would you involve yourself in a relationship that is destined to never last? You know that it would only end up in heartache and pain...would you still commit yourself?

Maybe at that point in time, you wont be able to have a choice...If you are someone that puts feelings and emotions before logic and rationale, then, you would definitely end up getting caught in the web...but then again how many of us can actually think when love is at stake? Humans are after all emotional beings and even the strongest and toughest of us will one day fall in love. And when that happens, it's hard to see beyond that point in time...

'It's strange what desire could make foolish people do...'

Thursday, March 18, 2010

1,2,3


I find myself counting the raindrops on the window panes,
As the wind howls outside in the bitter dark,
I'm huddled between the warm wrinkled sheets,
Still counting...1, 2, 3...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Worn Me Down



She is super hot!!

Weekend in Short...

So last Saturday I went out to Changkat - Daikanyama (promoting the restaurant - see insignia on the side kekeke..) for dinner and drinks with my sis...it was impromptu. I was looking forward to lazing around at home the whole day when my cousin brother called and asked us to come down for dinner. He told us it was a must - so go lor...hahas...

So anyways, to put it in short me and my sis had a good time. The food there is great and so is the atmosphere. It wasn't all loud and smokey but sort of chilled and relaxed. Daikanyama serves Japanese fusion food which a really quite refreshing (hey I'm not just saying this coz my cousin and my bro works there kays...I really liked it lor...wth). Their simplest food were actually quite amazing. Take for example the Garlic Pork and Bacon Cheese (fusion yakitoris)-they are exactly what they sound like but tastes awesome (seriously!)...yummeh!! And their cocktails were concocted using Japanese alcohols like Choya, Shouju and of course Sake =D

We left Changkat around 11.40pm only to drive back out to PJ and end up spending the rest of the night at Piccadilly's. Met up with a bunch of my sis' friends and just chilled till about 3.30am...the next day (or should I say, a few hours later :p) went to my cousin bro's place to help him out with some filing (he's paying so i don't mind at all hahas). Later on in the evening, me and my sis drove to Bkt.Jelutong to collect some stuff from a family friend (their house damn cool, too bad couldn't take pictures..actually don't wanna look like jakun from kampung la..so had play it cool kekeke..)...we reached home around 7.30pm and had Basbin's (Baskin Robins-a friend of mine shortened the name and it kinduh stuck for me...i think it's adorable haha) for dinner...yes we are bad girls-ice cream for dinner *hearts*

I dreaded the night though...Sunday nights always meant going to sleep waking up to another long week at work. But what the hell right, we can't run from reality no matter how much we want to...sometimes, life's gotta suck...





Friday, March 12, 2010

TGiF!!...


It's a Friday once more...wooHoo!! Weekends are always great even when I'm not drowning myself in any party...still love it!! But the thing about today is that, it's only just begun (I mean the day la..). There is still a whole day of work to go through b4 I'm home free. And to top it all up, I gotta sit through this 6 hour long education on some sort of improvement to the existing systems at work -_=" 6 HOURS!! Can you imagine that...?? I told myself that 6 hours will just breeze on by without a moments notice. Don't think I have convinced myself though...crap...

So I'm in the education, trying hard to concentrate on whats being presented (and failing miserably I must admit haha) but I keep reverting back to my thinkpad-twittering and FB-ing and surfing random sites on the internet (please do not let my employer know about this!!!) oh ya and blogging (like duh :p) and all the while keeping a straight face and pretending that I'm all serious and stoned towards what they are talking (I have no idea..) okay la okay la...actually I'm pretty good at multi-tasking (chewah..kekeke)...but I am *bluekss*...I'm not totally lost from the education okay hmmph!!...and at some points throughout it, I was actually interested...so you see, I'm not totally such a bad girl leh...still got listen wan...

Admittedly, not much of a good girl but not a bad one either. I'm still blogging in the midst of the education but I can't help myself. If I want to stay awake I need some form distraction. It's how I roll baybeh! i.e. I make sense in the midst of confusion...go figure...
But you know something, it started to grow on me, this idea that we were being educated on...it's somewhat historical-y and pioneer-y...some of the firsts in the world to be made known to it...a little proud but still a whole lot sleepy hahas...

PS : Thinking on what movies to watch tonight...so outta edi from reality :p

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Desserts Bar...


So yesterday's plan to go home and have a nice long cold shower did not happen :p As it turned out, I went out with a friend whom I had not seen in ages (and I really mean ages!). We had ice cream at this place in PJ called Desserts Bar and was there from 9.30pm till 1.00am...well not exactly @Desserts Bar-they closed at 11.00pm and we were 'kindly' chased out of our chairs haha...we ended up switching to the next door cafe. The night was really cool (in this massive heatwave, it was surprisingly breezy!) and we were out al-fresco. It was nice to chill out after a long days work and we had fun catching up on everything :)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Of Soap Suds and Stupid...


I remember back when I was a kid, I used to love to prune up in the bath...seriously...I would spend at least an hour. What was I doing you may ask? haha...I just played, with the water, the soap and at times I would sneak in a toy or too and pretend that they were in some sort of adventure movie-swimming, diving, drowning kekeke...it was fun. I'd always end up being all shrivelled at the fingertips but my face always had a smile...

You may ask why am I telling this now, well you see, the other day, when I came out of the shower, my sis stopped me and asked me how come the showers that I take are so quick...and I was stunned. Firstly, I didn't think it's something anyone would
notice unless of course the showers you take are effin' quick i.e. very cincai mandi oni :p which is really not good (why Skye?...) and the other thing was that, hey! I'm someone that really enjoys a good long bath,ever since I can remember...but now...wth??

So, I asked myself,'wtf Skye?' How could I have lost track of doing something that I really loved? Is my life in such a hassle state nowadays that I don't even have time to stop and smell the roses? (in this case it would be to stop and smell the soap suds haha)..back to being serious...*sigh* needless to say, I couldn't answer all of my own questions...damn...

Which brings me to conclude that I am being really stoopid and unfair to me for denying myself the things that make me happy (whether consciously or not)...(crap, I think I just called myself stupid and spelled stupid stoopid...stupid-nyer...)

Anyhu, I'm getting back to taking long baths and showers now. No toys to accompany me but my head will always be filled with adventures. Sometimes I even make sure that my fingertips are all prune-y and shrivel-y muahaha...(enuf Skye, enuf :p)...can't wait to go home and have me-self a nice long cold shower...


PS : Did I mention that I love blowing bubbles as well!!! *bubbles* :D

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hey Soul Sista ;)


<3

Siempre...


Always the dreamer...that is what I perceive myself to be...someone who trudges between the realms of reality and that of god-knows-what-or-where...i immerse myself under layers of sanity only to emerge out as a wandering ghost...well, at least I feel like one...I walk this earth feeling undecided-ly unattached...I do not fit in...

Sigh...always standing in front of crossroads...choices to move forward are seemingly endless and I can't decide on a single path. Is that why I'm stuck? Faced with a constant dead-end which I subconsciously built myself...

Time to move on, time to break free...but first, need to get out of the office...heck it's a Saturday haha....

'Siempre el senador...'