Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Crazy People Love...

...only those that are crazy love...

I miss your touch that I have yet to feel,
Is it true that love is made of dreams?
Dreams that have yet to come true?
I haven't met you but I'm in love with you,
So would you hold my hands when I see you?...


Thursday, March 22, 2012

Without a Care...

I saw an old lady dancing to a promotional Zumba Dance video being played in front of a video store - there in the middle of the shopping mall, without a care to those around her, she danced her heart out. That made me smile :)


Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Why do I even bother?

...sometimes I wonder why I even bother. All I get in return is nothing...

I've not been writing much lately. Probably because there has been a lot going through my mind. There were days when I felt like just staying in my bed, under my stinky blankie and never coming out into the sun. But, people are often wrong and I am no exception to that rule...there's no perfect world out there, just a hope that it could. And at best, the world we live in is the next best thing to that perfection we are seeking...

It feels like I am disappearing, becoming invisible - non-existent literally...it's not a yummy feeling to be forgotten...and I find myself constantly taking deep breaths telling myself - maybe it's just all in my head. But it's hard to think that this is all just in my head, when it's happening right in front of my eyes...am I that unimportant? Do I not deserve some care?


PS : There's a knot in my throat and it's making my eyes water...

Thursday, March 1, 2012

March Madness

...thinking too much can cause serious head damage...

"I don't know" - that's sort of what my head is buzzing with at the moment. Feel like throwing everything away and just disappearing (feel like throwing up)...no one would notice I'm gone anyway so why do I even bother???

I need that thing that's called a hug. I think.


PS : I have this sudden urge to read The Chronicles of Narnia.
PS2 : Will saying stuff like, "I wish I can close my eyes and never open them," render people to think that I have suicidal tendencies?