Friday, August 20, 2010

Hey hey...whadya know? It's Friday again! XD

It's always a tough one to be spending the whole of a Friday sitting in an office...but then again, Friday's wouldn't feel the way they do if we were just at home piggin' out in front of the television now would it? ;p

Looking forward to hanging out with some good 'ol friends later this evening - movie, dinner and maybe a little somethin' somethin' to spend the night away hehehe...can't wait to see you guys!!

Will be luggin' around my new Nikon to take as much pictures as I can documenting the night...hahas, hopefully I don't botch up any pics with my 'beginner' status. But even if I can't really blame me, can you? ----> BEGINNER!! muahahahaha!!

Okay, so I should refrain from writing further as, well ya know, I'm supposed to be workin' *shhhh!!..* but, it's so boring today that I can hardly concentrate on work T_T

I got Emiliana Torrini playing into my ears. I love her 'Me and Armini' album...rite now listening to 'Bleeder' - such a beautiful song :)

Okie okie, I gotta stop's 4pm. I've got like 2 hours and 45 minutes to kill before I meet up with my friends...I guess I should just work instead of dreamin' (but dreaming is good for the soul hehe)...

Until another time, in the words of Emiliana Torrini,

'When things go wrong, you find you're a believer...'

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Just A Little Something Somewhere...

It's raining again tonight. It's been this way for the past week or so...never fail, every night...and it's nice. Well, probably I'm just a little biased towards the rain...

I'm sitting by my bedroom window eating a banana, and I can hear the rain outside gradually falling harder. The beating against the zinc roof is sort of like a comfort...strange to fell this way, I know...

I have this constant urge to run out into it. I wish to have the rain wash everything away from me...

It's just a little cold and a little familiar. Can't quite place what I'm feeling...but something is there within me...

I can't fall asleep though my eyes are dead tired. My head is jumbled with a tonne of thoughts - some of which I wish I could erase and some of which I wish...damn these thoughts...

Oh well, I guess we can never really run from worries, you know, being human and all. At least I still have the symphony of the rain to keep me company and to put a little smile on my face...

***I still think of you often...I wish we could be like we were before...***

Black Swan!!

Must watch this movie!!
It's a Darren Aronofsky movie and if you know him, you will know how 'different' his movies can be - The Fountain, Requiem for A Dream...
Hope it gets released in Malaysia though *prays*
Natalie Portman is an amazing actress and this should be a really good watch...from the trailer it looks to have a little creepy-horror woven into the storyline which is immensely enticing...well, for me at least hahas XD

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Sunday, August 8, 2010

There's a place called...

So Happy Town seems like an interesting show...Fox is showing the marathon for the first season and I'm watching it right now. It's supposedly about mysterious kidnappings that happened in the town of Haplin also known as Happy Town by the residents. The kidnappings bordered the mystical and the towns folk believed it was committed by the 'Magic-Man'. Well, the kidnapping had stopped for awhile now until recently when a murder happened and people started to believe that the Magic-Man is back.'s still too early for me to give any more comments on the show save that it has an interesting plot. There is this mysterious beautiful girl that seemingly knows more than she is letting on called Henley. I am interested to know her secret. So for now this shall be my motivation to keep watching the series :)

My house smells like part of it burnt down haha. And that would be my fault :p tried burning some incense and ended up burning up more things than I would have wanted kekeke...that's okay. Part of the learning process like much of life. The next time it would be better =D

I'm still not sure why I love all things mysterious and magic. It's fun I guess. It's fun trying to wrap my head around things that other people don't even try to bother to give a little chance. So it feels like I have it all to myself hehehe...sly huh? :p

Oh well, here's to Happy Town and the wonders that I hope it would bring me...cheers!

PS : Orange juice is good :)
PPS : I don't wanna work tomorrow T_T

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Snow Angels anyone?...

It's amazing what we can create from nothingness...simply by just letting go and using your imagination, you can do almost anything (if not anything!! XD)...

I am sitting here in the office trying hardest to concentrate on work. But my mind's a-buzzing here and there. 1.20am. The first thing that popped into my head when I stopped looking at my work was -----> walking through a beautiful park in the middle of fall :D i know it's a really random thought but hey, my thoughts have never been kept on a leash! I like havin it wander around through time and space and waiting to know what's just beyond the mysterious darkness yonder...haha...

It's good to live in my head sometimes. The things I come up with...oh wow...sometimes I can't even believe that I have the ability to think up such things hehehe...I know it's a little weird reading this'll be like,'what the hell is she dreamin up anyways??'...well, it's for me to know and for you guys to erm, maybe find out one day...if you asked nicely, I might just tell you about them ;)

In my head is where I can truly be free. No boundaries, no limits. Just me and endless ways of livin'!! I miss my books...they have always been the best of friends to me. And right about now, I miss my bed as well. A book and a all that is missing is you...

Well, I better get back to my work. Enough mindless, random rants about nothing hehehe...


Sunday, August 1, 2010

The Azalea...

The Azalea
by Kim So-Wol

When you tire of my love
and leave me behind,
meek and silent, I shall let you go.
I shall pick azaleas
from the yaksan hills of Yungbyun
and strew them upon your path.
then, step by step,
you will tread upon the flowers
as you walk away.
when you tire of my love and leave me behind,
though the pain be as death
I shall not weep...

*Beauty in its simplicity...*