When love is all you see...

The only way I could see you is by dreaming of you...so every night as I go to bed, I pray that my dreams take me to where you are...I care so deeply that it hurts thinking that I might never get to say it you...you may not understand why I feel the way I do, that's okay, because I don't understand why I feel the way I do...the heart plays me like a fool...but it was I that made it so...

Sometimes I can't tell dreams from the truth...I have blurred the lines of reality with my reality of you...I close my eyes and I see you in front of me...but when I reach out, you dissolve back into thin air...I wonder if you could feel me whenever I think of you...if only love is all it takes, I would be by your side right now....

The Hill...

Walking up the hill tonight
And you have closed your eyes
I wish I didn't have to make
All those mistakes and be wise
Please try to be patient
And know that I'm still learning
I'm sorry that you have to see
The strength inside me burning

Where are you my angel now
Don't you see me crying?
And I know that you can't do it all
But you can't say I'm not trying
I'm on my knees in front of him
But he doesn't seem to see me
But all his troubles on his mind
He's looking right through me
And I'm letting myself down
Beside this fire in you
And I wish that you could see
That I have my troubles too

Looking at you sleeping
I'm with the man I love
I'm sitting here weeping
While the hours pass so slow
And I know that in the morning
I'll have to let you go
And you'll be just a man
Once I used to know
And for these past few days
Someone I don't recognize
This isn't all my fault
When will you realize

Looking at you leaving, I'm looking for a sign

♥
-Marketa Irglova-

My New Look for the Week...

Check it out guys...I found this really cool website where the allow you to create your own look/style....This is my look for the week...I call it Retro Rock! :D

Rock on Baby!!Woohoo!!

Check it out ---> http://www.looklet.com/

*Dunno what to call this post*

Been absent from blogging for a few days. Don't think anyone notices though haha. It's a crazy crazy time at work for me. Changed roles which is kinduh refreshing but...the 'best' part is that I still have to support my previous role as well (coz no one to help poor me :P)...So, I am stuck having to do the job of 2 people (die...die...die...*drama*)....

Feel like just hopin' on a train and gettin' lost somewhere...somewhere one go to get away from it all...sometimes, if I just close my eyes, I can get there...

Magical =)

When life gives you lemon....

Looking out seeing the world right in front of you-big, vast and immensely beautiful, can be a very intimidating sight. You feel as though you just want to reach out and embrace all that you see in one simple move. But there is always something holding you back. Something that is keeping you from getting what you want. Something that is hindering you from grasping your dreams...

Why do we constantly stand in our own way? What is the reason behind being afraid of actually getting what we want? Is it that we doubt our own wants? Thinking what would happen when we arrive at the foot of our dreams and find that it's not really what we wished for?...

Our fear of the unknown keeps us at bay. We are afraid of moving forward. Then our dreams, those hopes and wants that we had built ever since we can remember, would be left hanging to wither and wilt with the passing of time...in the end, it roots itself within our souls as a regret that cannot be undone...

PS:Feeling a little bit melodramatic at the moment. Facing some demons of my own and wishing that I have the answers in my hands...

Enough now...

Fly with Me...

It's you and me forever,
You and me right now,
That'd be alright...

18/11/2009...Just Another Day...

It's raining again outside (cheh..like it ever rains indoors before :p). Everytime I look outside the window, I wish that I could run out and just get wet in it...I used to do that when I was younger and when I was in college even...I'd probably still be doing the same if it were not for the fact that I work 24/7 and that I'm staying in an apartment on the 22nd floor where it would be such a hassle for me to actually run out the door, take the elevator down and then walkout pass the guardhouse into the rain...sheesh, too much work (I'm a lazy ass if you didn't already know haha :P)

It's so cold these pass month. The shower heater is not workin and thus I need to do this sort of cacat dance everytime I take a shower (mornings are the worst!...brrr...)

What is there to look forward to today? Hmm...well, let's see...it's a Wednesday, don't think there is anything nice on TV tonight. I have an episode of Castle to watch.That's one thing.Other than
that, hmm...I guess I can practice my guitar...need to be a rockin' kickass musician!!woohoo!!...

Well, I'll check in a little later (as if I have an audience who reads my blog...perasan :P)...in any case, will come online later tonight if it's just to have a glimpse of you :)

Untouched...

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Drama...drama...

A friend of mine defined his life to be 'so easy' and I was like, 'Seriously dude?'...and his answer, not to my surprise, was, 'Yeah!..'

Well, life is easy if you ignore the drama, the complications, the downs and all the bad things...but then, what's life if it has nothing in it except the good?...it is a very tempting prospect I must say, but, it's not what I would want though...life is just a little more interesting with drama in it. And it's with all the downs that we face that would make us appreciate all the ups...happiness would be something to look forward to and to treasure...

Maybe I feel this way coz I'm such a dramaqueen :P

or maybe, there is just some truth to it....

Hmm...I don't know...I guess we'll see where life takes me ;)

Those little things...

YaY!

You're back...which meant you didn't leave...

Though you might wonder how this relates to me...

I say, one day soon, I will let you know...

One day soon...I hope that you will be by my side listening...

=)

Booga Booga!!

It's Friday the 13th!

Virtual Word Weavers

I realised that there are a lot of really interesting blogs out there...you'd be surprised coz they aren't those hyped up, commercialized and raved about blogs...they are, how shall I put it, written by everyday guys and gals...nothin' superficial, nothin' glamorous...just plain and simple words...well, I might be a little bit biased because I have an affinity towards the written words (in this case it would be the typed words haha)...nonetheless, there are many interestingly talented people out there...and through their words you get a glimpse of their lives and you realise that no matter how old or young they are or where they are from, they seem to be going through somewhat the same sort of dilemma and emotions and roller coaster rides just the same as you are...it's strangely awesome...

Sometimes I wish I could meet the writers behind the blogs...to see if their words match their thoughts...it's a weird connotation on my part I must agree, but it's curiosity at its best...I sit and wonder, for that is what I can only do at this point in time...maybe hope that one day I might bump into one of these virtual word weavers. The world is a funny place and funnier things have happened...I wouldn't put it pass the world to actually surprise me one of these days...I'm feeling a little excited just thinking of it...

'There is no truer sense of reality then in the honesty of written words'

...Skye:11.41pm:12th November 2009...

♥

She fell in love and was left looking for love...

The road had not been trodden but there she was...

Standing in silence, looking ahead, hoping for an end...

But the long path that wound in front of her teary eyes...

Seemed desolate and infinate...

So there she was left standing with her heart...

♥

Why does it always rain on me...?

My heart's a little down, a little wet and close to being washed away...lately I'm beginning to have these sort of 'gloomy' days very often (ofcourse a friend of mine would say, 'Skye, you have always been the gloomy and doomy kind..haha.. :P')...but no matter...life goes on....just need to take a few extra deep breaths to get on with this day...

It rained last night. It wasn't heavy nor was it too subtle to be noticed. It was just the kind of rain that I liked (thank you Mr.Rain for makin' my day)...I wished I could have stopped time right there just so that I can enjoy the beauty...

*Cough...cough*

Still a little bit throaty today...But I'm at work anyways...A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do...Just hope I don't cause any nuisance with my coughin' and sneezin'...I'm starin' at my semi-cubicle-y workstation. Feel so shut out from reality. Is this where I see myself in my future? One cubicle after another? That's not the Skye that I know...

Be strong, be brave....the light will soon shine...it's just a matter of time...as for now, let's keep our dreams alive in our thoughts, in our mind...it's the next best thing...

I'm comin'...

Once

Once upon a time...I fell in love...even when I have not known you...

November 7th is today...

Woke up today with an itchy throat and a runny nose...I don't wanna fall sick!!...someone tell me what can I do to get better before it gets worse??

Anyhu, I had an SAP testing for their system upgrade this afternoon. It was suppossed to be in the morning but....as usual, it got dragged on for about 2 hours before I could proceed with my part (...sien...)...

Currently I am sitting infront of the television surfing through channels while playing Jam Legend as well as translating a 6 page article from Malay to English (haha I'm a multitasker :P) but I'm not complainin'...

1) I love watchin TV

2) JamLegend is addictive!

3) The translation's gonna get me some moolah yeah!

I hope I don't botch up this translation thingie haha. If I did then no more such tasks to help me earn some extra cash (and you know Skye needs her cash hehe)

Alrighty, gonna go back to the translation...ciao!!

There, I fixed it...

The many divots and holes we face in life...

How do we go about patching them up? Or do we leave it as it is? A sort of battle scar to remind you of the tragic times in life...

I wish people wouldn't do that-leaving their wounds gaping open.
Yes, it hurts.
Yes, it was irreversible.
But please, know that you need to heal. And leaving your scars unclosed and exposed will only make it worse...

Patch it up.
Close it off.
Not with grudge or vengence.
But with forgiveness and the sense of a lesson learned.
Color your cuts & wounds with hues of hope that tomorrow is a new day...

?

?

Question : Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Skye : I don't know...

Question : Where do you see yourself in 10 months?
Skye : I don't know...

Question : Where do you see yourself in 10 days?
Skye : I don't know....

So what do I know?....Well, for one, I know that there is still a lot of things in this universe that I don't know. I'm still learning learning as I'm living. Sometimes, I don't even have a clue on what's going on in my life. A lot of others might take me as someone who does not give a shit 'bout her life. To these people I say, 'You live your life and I shall live mine...'

Though, I do sometimes wonder how some people have this clear insight into their futures. They know exactly who they want to be, where they want to go and what they want to do...A little part of me is just a little envious but...I still like the way that I am. Like I had mentioned before, I love the thrill of an adventure =D

I guess if things go right they are meant to be...

So close..yet..

You're in my arms, And all the world is calm, The music playing on for only two, So close together, And when I'm with you, So close to feeling alive...

(¯`'•.¸♥So Close♥¸.·'´¯)

Happy Birthday Dear Sis =D

Happy Birthday to you my dearest sister!!!

Though there are times when it seems like I'm against you but that's just bcoz that is what big sisters do (they be a bit spazzy now and again) I hope you know that it also means that I care about what's goin' on in your life...know that I will always be here for you and support you no matter what :D

Love ya!! xoxo.

PS : Wishes do come true...

Sex and the City...

Just watched Sex and the City the Movie.Again :P (I know, I know...haha.) Can't believe how much I love this movie.Somehow it gives me hope.I can't wait for the sequel!! In the mean time, I'm gonna watch the reruns (both the series and the movie hehe) showing on HBO.Just a little fix to perk up my days.Yay!