Thursday, July 30, 2009


It's just pass 12 midnight...and I am wrecking my brains trying to find some reason to go to bed...I guess I was hoping that you would be online...I'm sleepy and tired and yet I'm still up writing my blog (and doing a sad job at that :P)...why is it so hard to follow what your heart wants? And why is it just as hard to let go of your hearts desires?...*yawn*...I guess I shall my answers in my dreams...they have never let me down thus far...I'm hoping that I can dream of flying's been ages since I had a dream about would do me good I, 'Pretty dream angels above, please please please cut me some slack, and let me dream of flights through the air, with maybe a hint of sunshine and rainbow at the end of my journey...' maybe you will be there too...

Friday, July 24, 2009

Only For You...

Tell me your wish and I'll wish it for you,
Even when time stops I'll wish it for you,
And when it seems as though wishes would not come true,
I'll be by your side to make it true, only for you...

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

...of incredibly cute enamels ;)

I wuv Ickle & Lardee!....they're my fav milk teef at the moment...hopefully I hear a knock on my door place is open to any milk teef out there in need of a warm and cosy home...thanks Ickle & Lardee for makin' my day :D

Friday, July 17, 2009


Are hearts meant to be broken?
Does the pain mean to break you down?
Or is it just a way to make you stronger?
Or is it just simply called life?

When do we stop ourselves from hurting?
Will we ever know that we are drowning?
Can lifes' lessons transform you into a better being?
Or are we too blind to realise what we are seeing?

Maybe we are too naive with what's going on?
Maybe we just want our hearts desire to hold strong?
Could it be we are just little kids inside?
Just wanna be loved enjoying the thrill of the ride?

In the end would we ever learn?
That sometimes we wont get what we thought we earn?
That life's just another journey that ain't fair?
And maybe we should all just not give a care...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Over Thinkin'

How does one let go? If it's something that has rooted it self in your heart and has grown with you through time. Can I just uproot it and toss it aside?

The pain inside sometimes compels me to do just that, but every time I do feel that way, something happens and I wait..again...

And the wait doesn't help either, it makes it worse's not the duration of the wait, it's the unknown. I wait but what is it I'm waiting for?

The human heart confuses me...I wonder if we could all do without the turmoil of emotions...then you would ask, 'So, being a zombie would solve everything then?'

I don't know...half of the time I don't know what I want...maybe that's my's either I don't know what it is that I want or I want something that is near impossible...

Maybe I think too much...thinking too much is bad for tend to get lost in your thoughts and then there will come a point where you can differentiate between what's made up and what's go crazy :P

Probably it's because I'm already a mental case...that would make sense of all the things that are going on in my head and all the feelings that I'm experiencing that is making my life do I say this?...dysfunctional?? :P

You can see what's happening can't you?...I'm doing it again...thinking...way too much...I wish my brain has a switch which I can turn on and off, the thinkin' parts especially...ha...look at me...doin' it's time for me to stop...well at least, for now... :P