Shadow Puppets

Woof!

...I'm always too weak to let go...

It's been soooo long since the last time I made shadow puppets! I could not resist it hence the  picture of my favorite shadow puppet - doggie!! It reminds me of my dog Ponnie - I always miss her...strange how little things like shadow puppet can help you get through a day...

Here's to a better tomorrow with more simple gestures to help me through ;)

xoxo

PS : Justin Bieber's Baby just started to play on the radio *vomit* now it's gonna get stuck in my head - need another song to get it out of my head!!!

Utterly Lost...

At Cannes...

...sometimes everything feels so utterly lost and I don't know to feel devastated or plain nonchalant...

You make me wanna catch the rain for you...

And I'd never thought that I could lose myself so much;

But when it comes to you there's no doubt,

That I would gift the moon to you...

x

PS : If only you could see how much it breaks my heart to lose a friend...

Tea-Coffee-Vodka

stumbled upon this and it cracked me up!

...I wish I never have to grow up. I wish I was in Neverland...

Things will never be the same again. How so? When people decide they don't give a damn to those that gives a damn. I think my headache is making me spew out nonsensical emo-drama-shit. But who's to say it's not true eh?

I've run out my supply of vodka (not really :p) at home so maybe tonite I'll stick with a nice cuppa joe :p I should eat something for dinner but I can't decide what. Actually, I miss the Katsu (Japanese fried meat dish) that I had in Japan and would really like to have that now but alas I'm not in Japan nor am I going to Japan anytime soon. Maybe hopefully somewhere during fall this year but nowhere near now. Yes, I wish I was going now but wishes are overrated. Don't get me wrong, they can come true, this I can swear to you. I've made wishes that came true. Not so much in the exact way I wished it but it came true somehow. Hard to put in words but basically, if you wished hard enough and if you stick to your dreams, eventually they will come true. Patience is they key. And hope - keeping one's hope alive is never an easy task, but if you stick to it then it will pay off. This I promise you...

Okay gotta go now. Headache is becoming more painful and a stuffy office at night is not a conducive environment to be in. 

xoxo

PS : The more I try to forget, the more I try to let go the more I feel like the world is not right. What is wrong with me???

No Heed...

No pain matches that of a lonely howl,
Like the wolf in a desert scowl,
How he longs for the moon in distant skies,
How he pines and how he cries...


And yet the moon but stares,
Through starry heavens she gives no care,
And just passes magnificently by,
Not heeding the wolf's cry...

...there comes a time when you need to learn that what you see is what you get and that wishes don't come true and that some things change leaving you longing for once upon a time...

aaaaa-uuuuuuuu!!!....okay so that was my attempt to howl hahas :p The moon outside is so beautiful tonight. Sometimes it's sad to think that I will not be able to live long enough to appreciate these beauties up close. Maybe staring at it is appreciation enough. God has made it so you cannot have the cake and eat it too...why God?? Meanie! :p okay I take that back, I'm sorry - please don't send me to hell....................

Sometimes I wish I was ignorant. Ignorant to what goes around me, ignorant to what people say and ignorant to how people are. Because that saying, "Ignorance is bliss", it really seems like a blessing. To know is to understand and to understand is to feel and feelings people, they are a....well, they are not always a welcomed friend. Aaaah the thorns of life :p

xoxo


PS : Time to leave the office and head home and think about why....
PS2 : ..... .... ..... story of my life :p