A dream...

There was a time,

When I dreamed of green fields,

And I lay in the midst of it all,

Smiling as the day went by...

We held hands for the longest time,

It felt perfect as if it were meant to be,

Our eyes followed the passing clouds,

Till they met each other...

Bahh...humbug!!...

My eyes are tired...it feels as though I haven't slept in days. The truth maybe closer than I care to believe. But look at where I am and what I'm doing...up late on a weeknight. I have a choice you know...'Go to sleep Skye...' but I don't listen...I never do :P

I can't wait for the weekend...you might think its coz of some party that might be brewing up then...but its not...I can't wait to be able to sleep in...I just wanna sleep *snore*...looking like a zombified robot ain't something girls strive to be you know (i'm afraid it's gonna be permanently etched onto my face...aaahhhh!!!)...it sucks! *grrrrrr*

I hardly get to see the sun nowadays..I miss his warm kisses on my cheek and the way he turns grey raindrops into beautiful rainbows...I miss how colors light up the darkest of days and how a simple ray of light can actually put a smile on a dulled down face...if I just close my eyes, even through the empty night I can see the dawning day...it shows that I still have hope doesn't it?...a hopeful optimist whose just a little scared of the coming day...I'm a total loony...lack of sleep is causing me to crap jumbled, incomprehensible thoughts out loud...no sense of direction nor purpose...just the way Skye likes it....

oh well...I guess I better get some zzzzz's....waiting has caused the future to be present...maybe a little dream will help sort things out....dream a little dream of you...

PS : The title has got no connection what so ever with the content of this post...just goes to show how big of a crazy person I am...nitezzz...

Today...

i feel like contemplating life right now...in the midst of the storm that's brewing in my head, would it be a wise choice if i were to, let's say, smash the windshield of some poor unsuspecting soul's car? *Chill...Skye*...my head is numb from thinking..too much rumination is really bad for the health...seriously...but sometimes is it right to be complacent with where i am? It seems much easier that way...aah well...I shall leave this dilemma for another day...today it's been good so far...wonderfull actually...for reasons even you don't know...but I shall live today with hope that tomorrow will be as good or even better :D

ciao bella!!

Humans & Emotions...

You ask yourself, 'Why did I put myself through that?', 'Am I that stupid?'...but you should know, somethings happen out of our own way. We don't have control in everything, especially with our hearts and feelings. Should you still blame yourself or the situation or the other person? It doesn't matter who is at fault or what had happened, what matters is how you live with the time that you have after...because the truth is that thing that you keep thinking about and keep reliving in your head had passed. Gone. It exists only in your memories. And I understand that memories are hard to shake off. Especially if the bad and the good comes hand in hand. Do you really want to wish for it to never have happened? Would it make your life better?Probably. But I say, 'Live and let Live'. Don't stop. Let's put the past in its place. The past. We have only a precious amount of time left for us in this universe. We don't want to waste it on drowning in regrets.We soldier on.We try our hardest and best to move forward. Away from the pain and hurt from whence it came. We take the good and cherish them.The bad we take with a pinch of salt and honor them as hard-learned lessons that we make sure we try not to repeat. These are the stuff that makes us who we are today. But remember, even if you find ourselves stumbling intoa similar story in the future, don't fret.Don't beat yourself up. We are but humans. We are not perfect. Which is what makes us beautiful. If we fall again, we dust ourselves and get up. We never give up on life, and that would be the single most amazing thing each of us could strive to achive and keep up :)

Beautiful mess...

I dreamt of you again last night...it was simple...you...me...and the world...you held my hand and I smiled...you smiled and I blushed...if you weren't holding on to me, I would have floated away...the sun was just setting and the glow of the dying day sparkled your eyes...we didn't talk much...just walked, hand in hand...what a beautiful mess this is...

The Princess of Darkness...

I shun the light,
Of which that bathes all soul,
I carry within me,
A darkness that's beyond comprehension,
Even for the likes of me...

I ride in the deepest nights,
Seeking for the unwilling solitude,
That burdens the hearts of many,
Like a black candle,
Burning to give out despair...

Emersed in the sighs of the twilight,
I rejoice in evanessence,
As slowly the dark velvet skies,
Crumbled,showering shards of emptiness,
On to the lands of the people...

Plights and cries pass me by,
I hear and feel no pain no remorse,
Even in the distance of the deadening night,
When heavanly hands reaches to give absolution,
I...shun the light...

I am NOT a workaholic...

Is it a universal presumption that if a person spends quite a lot of time in the office that this person is a 'workaholic'??

I am not a workaholic!...please bear that in mind before judging me...yes i admit that i do spend most of the hours in a day at work, but seriously people, does that automatically make me a workaholic??

Bottom line...I am not...I have my reasons for spending time in the office...but a workaholic ain't one of 'em...

PS : Despite the tone the above entry potrays, I am actually a lover of peace :P