Self Preservation...

...I wanna close my eyes and never open them again...

I should not have left the island. I knew better. I remember telling myself not to. But I didn't listen. I thought it would be different. I believed and now I'm left to fend for myself again. I should have known that there is no

other place that welcomes me. The island is where I had been. It is where I should remain. Why did I believe?

Et je pense à ces instants fragiles,

ces quelques jours tout près de toi,

et je reviens seule sur cette île

puisque la vie passe et puis s'en va...

Et je pense à ces instants fragiles,

ces quelques jours tout près de toi,

et je reviens seule sur cette île

puisque la vie passe... sans toi...

-Circus-

x

I Need an Ambulance...

breathing get's a little harder now...

xoxo

Its too late now...

Today I punched a wall. It hurt. But I would like to do it again. This usually means one has gone crazy. I punched a wall and I liked it.

xoxo

You'll Be Ok

"Mistakes. They happen. In variable degrees. How do you define a person against their mistakes?"

I will never judge what you did. Who am I but just a human like you? And I told you that it is ok. And I told you that my love for you will never waver. You will be ok.

But you're on an island. Surrounded by miles and miles of deep open seas. Not a boat in sight. Sometimes not even the light. You've put yourself there. You've decided to be alone. 

I understand. 

But I will not give up.

Not on you. Not ever. Because even if this is a battle that you must face on your own. Even when the rain of arrows sing down for you solely, I will never leave your side. Even if all I can do is to pick you up when you fall so that you can soldier on again. I am the rain in your desert. That light in your dark. I am your friend.

So pull yourself right out of this. I know you can.

"You can't go back to yesterday, because you were a different person then"

-Lewis Carroll-

PS: All you need to do is turn around. And I'll be there. I'll always have your back.

xoxo

Where Can I Find Cat Tails to Blow?

'...and you are the wolf and I am the moon...and in the endless sky we are but one, we are alive...in my dreams, my wolf and I...'

The scarcity of greenery in a bustling metropolitan city can be a little bit depressing. I long to lie on endless grass fields. Bathed in the light summer sun and scented with impending summer rain. Pick a cat's tail, blow it into the wind. Watch it disappear into the sky. Hope it lands on someone special.

xoxo

Every Damn Morning...

"Broken. Shattered. Fading to pieces. Art. Emotion. Two of a kind."

Cannot seem to go to bed early. Regretting it every damn morning. I'm stuck in a loophole of my own doing. Am I stupid or what? 

Probably a little stupid and a whole lot stubborn...What gives Skye??

Where ever you are - I hope you're learning to smile again...

x

The Ghost Inside

Was it all for show?

To turn into all of them

Turning a page

Trust me darlin'

I'm carving 'em up through the dust in your town

Crawling over rubble, just to sound me out

Tend to wonder why?

-Broken Bells-

The trick is to keep breathing. Seems easy enough. You stop breathing, you die. But there are many types of death...

You see what I did there?

xoxo