Randomness...

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Have you ever had times when you stopped and started asking yourself, 'Who am I?' Or 'What am I doing?' ...I'm sort of at a point in my life where I'm feeling so utterly lost and conflicted. Some may say that it's a phase but somehow this time I can feel (deep deep in my guts) that it's something very very real. Torn between dreams and that of reality. But how different are the two actually? Not much. A very fine line straddles between them. It's always a choice. Whether you opt to step one way or another.

My feet are like dangling in mid air now. Straining to fall on to one side but still being resisted by the other. If only I was just a little more brave to go the distance and land on the side I already know my heart really wants...

My breaking point is closer now. More than it has ever been. It's just a matter of time before it snaps. My anxiety and itch to breakout of my shell is slowly over powering me and it's a good thing. Soon I will be able to be who I am...very very soon...goodbye old self and hello to a brand new beginning...you with me?