*sigh*....my head aches as if there was a miner inside picking with his pick axe, slowly and steadily...my head hurts so bad that I can't even think straight...this should be a sign for me to go see a doctor. Any reasonable person would have done so...no not me...I have been having pains such as this for a very long time now...but....I never done anything about it save popping a couple of aspirins down my throat and hoping to God that it would stop the pain...
I close my eyes and the pain still remains...whatever I do I still feel the throbbing ache at the side of my head, just like clockwork...I wish I don't have to go through this pain all the time...I wish I could just close my eyes and go to sleep...I wish for so many things but it doesn't mean that I will get them all...
Tonight, I wish that you would remain a part of my life and that you would not disappear as how most of the things that I love have done...I sense you fading into a distant memory and my heart aches in echo of the emptiness that I might face once again...Don't leave...but if you do have to then bring me along with you. Let me be there by your side. Let me hold your hands and help you through the perils that life may throw at you...at the least, let me just have a tiny glimpse in to your life so that I might feel like I am a part of it...though looking from a far through a frosted window, it would be more than what I could have asked for...from you, a stranger that had affected my life in ways that I have yet to fathom myself...it is a weird world that we live in...and I would not change a single thing in it for it all led me to you...
PS : '...don't let me go...'
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