It's always hardest to please the ones you love...somehow it feels like you're just one big huge dissappointment...but then again, maybe I am...who's to say that the things we do, the things we think to be thoughtful, are the right things...

Sometimes I wish I had a list of the right words to say....everytime I try, it seems to push you away further...and the hurt that comes with it...well, I have lived with hurt my whole life...I guess I can never run away from them...